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[25 Jan 2006|11:27am] |
im once again single.
i think im going to just keep it chill for a bit.
untill HE comes to me.
i dont know who that boy is.
but ill figure out.
sooner or later.
doesnt matter.
as long as i see love one day.
♥
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[23 Jan 2006|01:51pm] |
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oh boy ♥
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[11 Jan 2006|01:13pm] |
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i miss you.
but i get to hang out with you this saturday.
its going to be amazing. like usual. :]
True Story ♥
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[10 Jan 2006|01:12pm] |
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i cannot even move.
no joke.
my body hurts so bad.
but someone cheered me up last night :]
i love talking on the phone with you.
and YOU know who you areeee. ♥
thank you babbyyy :]
p.s my friends are better than yours.
and so is the boy i like.
♥♥♥
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[08 Jan 2006|06:50pm] |
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so last night was the highlight of my winter break.
i hung out with a boy who has figured out how to constantly make me smile.
not many people know how to do that.
its weird because i havent known him long at all, but out of every guy ive ever liked he seems to get me the most.
when im with him, i feel as if nothing else matters.
i get butterflies more than ever before.
i ♥ it when he holds my hand, and kisses me, and hugs me, and holds me.
his smile is amazing.
one of the prettiest i have ever seen.
maybe i feel like this because he makes me feel like someone.
someone special to him.
i love it when he kisses my forhead and then trys to look at me blush even though i dont let him.
it feels as if were best friends sometimes.
and i love that.
getting to know him should be amazing.
♥♥♥
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[07 Dec 2005|01:46pm] |
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We are slowly falling apart.
Its killing me.
Theres nothing more I can do either.
I try talking to you.
But all i get is yelled at for it.
Im sorry youve been in mad moods.
Dont take it out on the only person who helps you with stuff like this.
It hurts.
Good luck with your girlfriend.
Im no longer waiting.
Goodbye Boy.
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[01 Dec 2005|01:54pm] |
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remember the time i was falling in love with you? :[
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[27 Nov 2005|10:00am] |
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p.s last night was probably more fun then iv'e had in a while. ♥
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[24 Nov 2005|10:26pm] |
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i think im done. for good.
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[24 Nov 2005|05:51pm] |
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should i give up?
sometimes i want to.
but its hard.
i guess i just didnt realize how much i REALLY liked him.
oh well, i guess patience is the key here.
oh and p.s dana i know you read this.
so ima just tell you now that my dad said that you could stay the night this weekend if you wanted to.
:] you should. it will be fun.
iloveyou.
HAPPY TURKEY DAY.
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[22 Nov 2005|01:45pm] |
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you obviously have to know that i WANT you that bad if im STILL doing pretty much anything to get you. Oh well this sucks. But im not giving up. Ive made it this far. And quite honestly I think i can do it. Im hanging out with you soon. And there isnt much more i can do than strive harder to get what i want. You told me that youll do anything for me if that time has to come. So now its my turn. Here i Go. ♥
I love you.
Omg. Me And Kayla are hanging out soon :] BFFL.
(( I told you kiddoss that we werent going no where ))
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[20 Nov 2005|01:50am] |
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emily rhoades.
you purple peice of shit.
:]
lol @ you. boo.
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[18 Nov 2005|10:23am] |
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there is seriously so much going through my head right now.
am i a joke to you or something.
why should i have to be a secret.
is it so bad that you and i are even friends.
i just feel like its pretty shitty that you feel you can treat me okay when shes not around.
oh well theres nothing i can do about.
its your turn.
come to me when you want me.
p.s tonight should be fun.
bonfire somewhere maybe ♥♥♥
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[13 Nov 2005|06:47pm] |
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why is it that you mean more than the world to me,
yet i feel as if i mean nothing to you.
i would honestly give anything to be your everything right now.
but unfortunatly it seems as if theres nothing i can do.
im fucking positive i would treat you better then her.
i mean i wish you would at least let me prove it.
we are eachother.
its adorable.
it makes me want to hold you, and never let go.
i promise you i wouldnt let go either.
i like you boy. ALOT. let me keep you?
thank you dana boo. i ♥ you. :]
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[12 Nov 2005|03:12pm] |
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last night was amazing.
thank you ♥
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[11 Nov 2005|01:14pm] |
omg. i get to hang out with the cutest boy tonight.
im soooo freakin pumped. & yes, it is the one i have been talking about lately.
Ima try and make him want meee moreeee.
Kayla Amanda Emily & Aubrey are my loves.
So get over it loserrrss.
♥
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[07 Nov 2005|01:36pm] |
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I wonder if he understands how much i like him.
I tell him sometimes that i have a crush on him.
But what sucks is he tells me all the time that his girlfriend doesnt ever talk to him.
or they barley hang out.
i KNOW i can give him better than that.
&whats even worse is im totally willing to do that.
im going to wait for him
hes amazing. he makes me giggle.
he makes me smile. he makes me blush.
he makes me happy when im sad.
he makes me laugh when im sleepy & all i wanna do is sleep.
he falls asleep on the phone wiff me at night.
and hes there for me when i have no one to talk to.
thank you boy. ♥
remember. im waiting. :]
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[06 Nov 2005|06:22pm] |
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guess who won highkick competition?
garden city did.
yeah bitches. thats me. ♥
iloveyougirls.
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[05 Nov 2005|11:17pm] |
guess how much i love being ditched ... ?
[] that much.
peace.
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[04 Nov 2005|01:26pm] |
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I have pom competition in two days.
Im really pumped.
We have improved a lot.
& clearly we have worked our asses off.
I have a huge crush.
But im not telling you who he is.
Because im not allowed. ♥ :]
I really love talking to him.
& it sucks because im almost positive
that nothings going to happen between him and i.
Its okay though. :]/:[
I think i might be hanging out with him tonight actually.
Him and Aubrey. im pumped.
whoot whoot.
thats right.
you wish you were hanging out with me.
Im in sixth hour right now.
&theres seriously nothing to do.
And i dont even really have anything to talk about on here.
So im just kind of running my mouth.
Oh, &ilovemyfriends.
I think i say that in like almost every entry.
But that goes to show how much im in love with them.
So piss off f4gs :]
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